Since RaT made sure to delete the more damaging blogs of Gregory's past and the darker things he had done, it was a good thing that some of us were on the ball!
While the actual blogs were even stripped off of the Wayback Machine and the live links long gone, we just have a few screenshots and the actual text from those blog entries of the creep.
But first the screenshots although they were already featured in a previous post here. We'll just go ahead and post them again for the hell of it! Gee, when I think about how RaT and his little friend Lyecdevf could have just left some people alone instead of raging and railing on someone in a forum just because he was getting his freak on to be able to attack someone from behind the gravestone of a deceased monster of a nightmare in cyber waters who got harpooned, it would have done him well to not go after someone because they seemed vulnerable and an easy target.
But not the creeps, oh no! We have all this now and we have to put it all out here now.
Oh and your girlfriend won't be able to help you attack your victim anymore. Your weapon has been neutralized. You can't lord your treachery over anyone's head now. You can't aim to harm anyone anymore, RaT. You inept sperm gurgler. But go ahead and contact her and tell her all about it! And much good it'll do ya!
I mean just think! None of this would be here right now, had it not been for the sheer egocentric vain asshole who thought he could stay anonymous and continue to just beat some poor girl up to get off on it because he knew he was putting such evil out there in the world, and fed on it!
The stupidity of some trolls. I tell ya!
The texts presented here came from these now defunct links.
I have been going to church a lot lately. One of the things that I
prayed to was for god to let me continue doing torrents. Of course
that is not the only thing that I have been going to church for. I
have realized that much of my life I have lived the wrong way. Instead
of looking for the path of love I chose the path of hate. I hated
myself, my family, and society. I was lost most of the time. I am
still pretty confused but now I see the path out of this darkness. On
my left and right there are people who live in this darkness and
cannot see the light and my only hope is to never see them again. Once
I leave this darkness I know that I am never going to see those people
again. What a beautiful day that is going to be.
As I am writing this I am doing torrents on my server. The torrents
have helped me come out of this mess. Without torrents I probably
would not be able to survive the last few years. I truly believe that.
The situation in my life is so grim that without the constant supply
of movies, shows, I would not have made it.
I am now contemplating about not doing torrents any more. I want to
return to a time that was more pristine. I remember reading books but
now I have not picked up a book in a long time. I have the time to do
so. I just wish I can make that change in my life. I would love to
stop doing torrents and start reading again. I think that would be a
move to the better.
I have been thinking for a while about doing this. I mean to stop
doing torrents. I have a disk with Dban on it. I colored the disk in
gold color. One of these days I am going to put my little gold disk in
to the floppy drive, restart the computer and set Dban to erase the
hardrive 35 times. It should take around three days to do that but
after that no traces of my torrenting activities would remain on the
disk. The DVDs that I burned I would hide somewhere. After that no
evidence would remain and no one could prosecute me for doing file
sharing.
I think that I am going to wait until November. On November or around
that time in 2006 I first started doing torrents. So that would make
it three years of doing torrents. Maybe I am going to wait until 2010.
That way I can say I have been running a server upon which I did
torrents for two years and uploaded during those two years a massive
3-4TB of data. I think in all I have uploaded just myself around 5TB
of data.
I really do not know what to make out of that number. I do not have
much to be proud of in my life so I think I am going to think of this
number as an achievement of mine. I could not of have done it without
determination, knowledge, and hard work. So I think that it counts as
an achievement.
Doing torrents also gives me a reason to continue upgrading my
computer. For instance recently I bought a HD enclosure that seals the
HD in an alumminium box with all these foam to make sure it is quiet.
I personally think that was a great idea. One does not see often such
computer accessories in of the shelf computer even in those extremely
expensive ones. It is something that I am going to show off at the
forums that I visit. I think that it is going to be a hit.
Although at the moment I am not sure exactly where I am going to show
this off. Like I have said I am thinking of leaving the hacking
forums. At the moment I am active only on
suck-o.com and I have been
thinking of leaving it too. Maybe I am going to register at some
security forums instead since that is what I have been doing a lot
lately anyhow. My interest in penetration testing has really decreased
any how over the last few months. Maybe one day I am going to come
back to this but at the moment I am more into security and I have also
been thinking of building some sites. Basically my schedule is full
and at the moment penetration testing really has no room.
Besides that I am not a script kiddie any more. I have learned a lot
and now I have my own projects that I want to work on. I do not really
need directions from others to help me find contents on the web. I am
pretty proficient at that myself now. In fact I have been thinking of
making a goodbye thread. Now I am not sure if I am really going to do
that but if I did I would write something like this:
“When I first joined suck-o I did not know much about computers, net,
penetration testing. I wanted to learn. I have superseded at that. In
fact I have achieved even more as now I have a better idea of what I
want to do. I am no longer a script kiddie whose only aim is to port
scan a couple of machines and use the latest exploits on them.
So the time has come for me to leave. I would like to thank everyone
here who has helped me to achieve my goals especially b_b. “
I think that should do. It is short, sweet and simple. I have been on
suck-o for over three years. I think they are going to understand.
At the moment I am much more in need of a few good guides to movies so
I was thinking of joining a movie forum. I would like to discuss
movies to see what I should download of torrent sites. The new movies
that come out do not cut it anymore. Some of them are even lame.
Talking about torrents sites the old pirate bay is shutting down. I am
not sure exactly what they are doing but the old way of downloading
stuff for free is not going to be possible any more. Personally I do
not really care. I have downloaded the majority of the stuff of
mininova. Now though even mininova does not look like it has a long
future. So I may need to move to demonoid or some other site. I am
still determined to do torrents. What else should I do? Maybe one day
I am going to do fewer movies and download games, wallpapers, e-books,
The other day I was thinking about the Pirate bay and a couple of
comments people made about the people who operated it. Was this really
all about the money? Sure the founders of the Pirate bay earned a lot
of money but were that really the motivating force behind all of this?
If you ask me all the money that they earned was illegal any way
because the site profited of the stuff copyright but on the other hand
the anti-piracy organizations also seem to be in this all for the
money. That makes all of them criminals. No one is really concerned
about the artists who create all of this. On the other hand they make
plenty of money. No one is suffering because of torrents if you ask
me. Neither should the end user suffer because of this. So I strongly
disagree with the 3-strikes law that some are trying to implement. For
a user to be disconnected for a year from the net because of this is
way too much. Besides that what are we actually going to do on the net
if we won’t have torrents? Surf facebook, twitter,
At the moment this is the talk of the net. I personally do not want to
add anything to it. I believe that eventually things are going to
settle down and people are going to return back to doing what they
used to. I do not believe that this is going to change anything.
The net is such a great place. I often go on the www to escape into
the nice little virtual world but it also has its dark sides. I use
Linux to stay safe on it because of all the malware that is being
written by individuals with malicious intent or by companies to be
trying to find out more about the habits of internet users to sell to
them.
I never thought that I would get involved to such an extent to the
net. Sometimes I spent entire days on it. It was really crazy. Now
days I go on just a few times per day and I leave many days in between
where I do not go on the net at all. I should not get addicted to it.
I am not sure if that can happen to me. Sure I guess it can be
addictive but I am not a person like that. I did drugs and I felt an
urge to get high but I managed to stop and force myself not to take
drugs any more.
I think that the net has a lot more to offer me. Over the coming days
as I am going to be vacationing I am going to think about the new
directions that I am going to take. Over the past few years I have
been going to pretty much the same sites for most of my online
activities and I believe that it is time for me to refresh my online
activities.
Well that is pretty much it. I had said much of what was on my mind
over the past few weeks and months. Now is the time to put some of
this into action. I think that the vacation is going to be the best
time to do this. Some new thoughts are going to enter my brain and I
hope that is going to carry into the net. The blog though is going to
stay even if one day I do entirely different things. In that case it
is going to be a testament of my development over time. I just hope it
takes me into the right directions.